2004-02-27 - 10:08 a.m.
Hmmm. talked to him again yesterday for an 1hour. He started texting me. We’ve now decided to not talk for a week.
Will see how it goes. Its getting sad now. Want to go out and meet new people, It was nice staying in yesterday, relaxing. No hassle. But I’d like to think that there is the possibility that we’d get together again. Maybe if he just sleeps around and doesn’t find someone then in summer it might happen. But it wont if he’s convinced himself that he does not love me, that part of it is missing, and its not closeness. Weird. Maybe it was the intimacy which was missing.
Can not be in denial. Must be realistic.
