2003-09-24 - 2:34 p.m.
Coming into uni today, I really wanted to write a long entry into the diary, but now, after looking through the e-mails and sorting things out, all my drive is gone.
I wanted to write about my boyfriend, and how we’re not in love anymore, but with a deeper sense of loving each other. There is a chance that I can go and see him for a week, but work might be a bit tight. I go up to see him quite a bit, and I’m waiting for people to get annoyed. He’s started doing things with music which is amazing, I love helping him write songs. Not that I help much, just suggest things to prod his mind with words. So the songs aren’t what I would have written, which is good because they are his and not mine. I have a sense of fulfilment, and peace. I don’t feel the distance like I did before.
I’m also on a diet, which is good, and its working. Felt a bit down about my body because it really does change how I act, and how I react to people. If I keep on schedule I’ll be thin by my birthday next year. Now I’ve started to use face cream as well. Taking care of myself,, its never too late.
