2003-05-14 - 11:20 p.m.
“If they think they have nothing to tell business, and if they think business is everything, then they have nothing to tell anyone.”
I sat, hearing them talk of grammar, the rules she disagreed with because it was just in keeping with the rest of the world. So she disagreed, a vocal protest to social constraints, while I sat day dreaming of a better world where things were different.
And now having switched off my phone, I need no one. Like an iceberg floating on the pacific ocean, there is no one to react to, no one to hear me call out in the night. I have this computer, and this keyboard, technological developments which have my own function ingrained.
What do I know? I’ve only lived 28 years, and hu that’s debatable. Shit, maybe I should just crawl away. Not dream. Let this poor planet go down the drain. Stop kicking people for being stupid.
u know its times like this that i think i should kill myself. just faide out of it all. why bother. people don't want a better world. the boyfreind agrees with them. and he'd be better off without me. we spoke while i was drunk, and its convinced me that this will never work. why bother?
