2003-03-26 - 7:48 p.m.
feeling tired. Trying to write something for the phd, wondering why. Trying to stay at uni because i don't want to go home.
not too sure what i'm doing with my life. one of the other students was here, and he likes someone in the department, so i told him that she does indeed like him too. did not feel like spilling the beans. but he really likes her, but i could not imagen it happing if i hadn't. I hope they both agree with the fact that i told him.
i just want to disapere for here. last night was terrible. i really felt terrible with my sister. couldn't look at her because i felt such discused. I need my space, and when she's here I don't have it. Only in this office alone, then i can breath, but i'm tired. so i need to go home.
