2003-03-23 - 8:03 p.m.
so tired...don't know why i feel like this. been at uni, writting junk. coming up with good sentenes, but they don't mean anything.
miss my hubby. found out a good freind of mine broke up with his girlfreind. thought i'd be crying at his wedding. seems pointless this endless running around the day, wasteing light in an effort to stay in the dark.
I'm on a 1100 cal diet, and it could be that which is making me tired. Drinking endless cups of tea and day dreaming about food. Went back to my younger days. I have to lose the weight, but its so adictive. And i know i have to be careful.
better finish writing and hit the pillow.
