2002-11-21 - 6:47 p.m.
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so, long time again since writing. Begun my phd now...wasting time in the hope that soon i wont have to. In love, but with him far way, to sad to think about. Dont understand why he does not move. Do understand and don't want to. Worried about when he will leave me. Worried about when I'll get too insecure and leave him. So stange that we ended up here in the end.
