2001-03-03 - 11:31:30pm
Hi, . . .I really wanted to go away this weekend. But then maybe it’s good that I’m doing some university work. Soon I need to hand in my thesis proposal, and I am looking forward to working on it, but I need a soft kick up the arse!
The main reason I wanted to go away this weekend was because Ralph is coming back. I think he arrived from Canada this morning, and his girlfriend is also back today. I don’t want them to break up. It’s true, but when this week started I was smiling at the thought that I would see him in a few days. I promised myself that I would never do this again, and I’ve kept the promise, but I am weary that I wont’ be able to keep it. That I think is why I’m so uneasy about him being back.
I like them both, and this makes everything so much worse.
I was sitting next to a gay guy at work who does not believe bisexuals exist. He thinks that they are just people who don’t care who the sleep with. He also made the point that sexuality was linked with sex. But I’ve revised that I prefer to sleep with women but I fall for men.
humph.
